Finally had a good long sleep, 6am to 6.30pm wahahax... Havan been so refreshed ever since... When? lol.

Broke recently... Lost my POSB card... so no $$$ Ever since i stopped school... Parents never gave me any pocket money. Hard to survive myself, lol... I will get my POSB card back for sure.

Still bought a 4 gig memory stick and a Psp slim ! For what? <3 pink lol... Still waiting for crisis core ~ Then I will be real broke.

If you had a wish, what would you wish for?

For me... I have no wish or rather, wont be wishing for anything.

After watching Tsubasa, I finally threw all my wishes and desire away. The price of a wish... Is not what anyone would be able to pay. So why wish?

Knowing when to cry is also a display of strength...

I have not cried ever since I was 17, I wont allow myself to cry again... for sure. Tears are Frozen aready ~ whee. I am of no emotion... stay far away from me.

Look forward if you have something to do...

I am always looking down... as there is nothing in life to look forward to. Where is my freaking confidence man, I promised someone... but my confidence never came back ~ Because... There is Memories.

<3 Tsubasa... When will esp 3 ever be released? Waiting ~

Giving up also means running away... Does running away solve the problem? Thats what I always did, I doubt I will ever change myself...
Giving up on someone close, Giving up on friends and maybe... even on life. Yea life.

Suddenly... I got a new mei... and i mean suddenly, I dont remember even accepting... Dots whatever... It wont hurt will it... I bet it will. Ouch

Wanting to get into Ns fast... Seems like my fear for Ns is no longer there.

Somemore I will be going in during the hungry ghost festival, woo hoo ! congrates... If i would be so lucky on other things. hahas
So i no need to geng... See 'Illusion' ... I bet it will be real.

After my BMT... sure got alot of 'fun' story to share.

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