Touch pro B... Slacking for the past 3 days, should I really be happy? 32 left over muffin... By right it should have been used up b4 the x2 event end.

And I actually fell asleep waiting for players. =/

Really hard to get decent players.

c0ckr0ach and their ranking -

c0ckr0ach are quitters in PangyaSEA and they are often very dangerous, They can destroy your exp intake and causes you to have an enlarge heart [when you get really pissed off] ... Or the most common cases, spoil your mood for the day.

With the introduction done lets split them into their ranks.

Baby Roach - Compared to the soldier roach, This kind is not as common, rookies with lousy game combo qualify them for this rank. Its hard to spot them if your Not careful enough.

Soldier Roach - The most common kind, beginner+ ranks with a quit rate of 3.1% to 9.9% not as dangerous as it can be spotted easily.

Wings Roach - The most dangerous kind, beginner+ ranks with wings in their gender icon. Meaning non-quitters roach which quits halfway in your game. VERY hard to spot and its very deadly. They often reveal their true form when they are having a bad game or losing badly.

Queen Roach - The mother of all roaches, players with 10% + quit rate are classify as Queen. They are however not as deadly as the wing-ed ones and are very easy to spot as they are un-usually BIG. Their main job is just to give spawn to the others roaches. Its rare BTW.

King Roach - Dam this roach is worst than the queen. Roaches that got killed by the c0ckr0ach hunters came back to life and take the form of the king roach. They are very annoying and often gives of "buzzing" sound [like spamming bad words and stuff] which is very easy to counter. They often invade the c0ckr0ach hunter base and simply just wont DIE.

c0ckr0ach hunter - Their job obviously was to kill off roaches, special ability... Nothing much, Just those special KICK, however when dealing with the king roach... they may be able to do their combo KICKS on them.

D.i.Y[JeanJojo] <<< Queen Wings Roach [Special rank]

Freaking dangerous as I have to post something about her, The newly Evolved KIND... I almost got killed off by this roach. Thanks to my partner Icy, I'm able to get rid of her. LOL

Non- quitters with angel wings. Able to DC without getting quit rate when in danger, Has the ability to kill c0ckr0ach hunters. Rank of PRO and above.

PangyaSea is filled with c0ckr0ach ! Be on your guard at all times.

jaa ~

Finally x2 Exp and Pangs Event over le...

Slacking till 28th...

Cant reach pro A... Quite sad.

Staying at ugly colour for 3 Years...

... Finally Finally... ... ... ... ... =/

Thanks guys for the Soccer match yesterday... Nice to see your again after so long. Soccer rocks ! ~

Getting really weak... Cant run as much as I used to when I'm young LOL. Must be the results of slacking and crappy life style. When was the last time did I actually do some sports. dotsss... Ages ago ~

Anyway, it was real fun ! Thanks !! If we can all go back to the past ~ The happy memories shall stay.

Will lead a healthy life style starting from 15th april. ~ Thats a promise to myself.

A promise is a promise eh? Used to tell this to her every now and then... When I say something, I make sure I do that. I wont let anyone or myself down... I wont go back on my words... Thats me... ~

Whats wrong with you... Again and again, I'm so close to giving up... I ran out of ways to help you, Infact... I cant even help myself, cant even save myself. hahas... How can I help you? Teach me... I'll do anything. Serious.

My tears are for you and you alone... I'll be right here with you... For as long as I can.

Will not be playing my main account in pangya anymore. 1 more exp to Pro E, wont be lvling I guess... I also made a rookie ~ lol... For fun. Just find it bored without stuff to do and look forward to. I doubt I have the time to play anyway ~~

Still the same ! Why still the same ??? Time and again time and again... Used to it anyway. Its always me... My fault. I guess its about time, to also give up trying.

I believe in fate... Its fate that brought all of us together, I had happy and unhappy time with you guys... but I guess, Its over. Thanks for everything that you guys did for me...

You guys are better off without me... I did what I thought was the best for everyone. Sorry... Good things always comes to an end. Its the memories that I cherish most.

The first time that we met... Was the best ! Including... Yup only I know who he is.

Downloaded gunbound with chingay... Dots nothing better to do. Mammoth Tag ! lol...

6 More days... Its just 6 more days... I can wait. I know I can.

Movies, Food, Games... waiting for it. ~

Thinking of making this blog private... What do you guys think? Is it better to hide my blog away from ppl? ._. Sometimes I just need a place to type, think, remember and to get rid of things that are on my mind. Dont want anybody to get stress, brood, comment or ask about my life...

If you guys feel stress or uneasy when your reading my post... Leave a msg for me in msn or my tagbox to tell me, So I can make this into a private blog. Thanks once again !

I would just smile and laugh at everything...

That wont hurt anyone would it?

The me everyone wants to see... Will appear right before you guys. Yup

Last day for jer... All the best, Its just 2 months... A bunch of others are waiting for you.

Will be joining you soon.

It turned out all to be a mistake...

My fault for going anyway...

Do me a favour by not mentioning the word gathering in future... Because, I wont be a part of it...
There wont be a next time I'm sure...


I'm walking in the rain again... Alone.

It really sucks to have 'friends' ... be it on9 or r/l

Or... Can they even be considered to be my friends.

Well... I'm a lousy friend too. hahas

They are just my playmate bah I guess...


Most of the time... I just want to be alone...

Alone thats what I wished for... Whats the price for it? =/

Finally had a good long sleep, 6am to 6.30pm wahahax... Havan been so refreshed ever since... When? lol.

Broke recently... Lost my POSB card... so no $$$ Ever since i stopped school... Parents never gave me any pocket money. Hard to survive myself, lol... I will get my POSB card back for sure.

Still bought a 4 gig memory stick and a Psp slim ! For what? <3 pink lol... Still waiting for crisis core ~ Then I will be real broke.

If you had a wish, what would you wish for?

For me... I have no wish or rather, wont be wishing for anything.

After watching Tsubasa, I finally threw all my wishes and desire away. The price of a wish... Is not what anyone would be able to pay. So why wish?

Knowing when to cry is also a display of strength...

I have not cried ever since I was 17, I wont allow myself to cry again... for sure. Tears are Frozen aready ~ whee. I am of no emotion... stay far away from me.

Look forward if you have something to do...

I am always looking down... as there is nothing in life to look forward to. Where is my freaking confidence man, I promised someone... but my confidence never came back ~ Because... There is Memories.

<3 Tsubasa... When will esp 3 ever be released? Waiting ~

Giving up also means running away... Does running away solve the problem? Thats what I always did, I doubt I will ever change myself...
Giving up on someone close, Giving up on friends and maybe... even on life. Yea life.

Suddenly... I got a new mei... and i mean suddenly, I dont remember even accepting... Dots whatever... It wont hurt will it... I bet it will. Ouch

Wanting to get into Ns fast... Seems like my fear for Ns is no longer there.

Somemore I will be going in during the hungry ghost festival, woo hoo ! congrates... If i would be so lucky on other things. hahas
So i no need to geng... See 'Illusion' ... I bet it will be real.

After my BMT... sure got alot of 'fun' story to share.

x_x

Yume No Tsubasa - Wings of Dreams

Even like this, the two of us came to faraway
Your smile from while you were young
Back then won’t return anymore

I love the world in which you laugh
And I want to be by your side, just that
With pains that I started to forget in my chest

Time goes by
The flow of time changes the two of us
But the things that we’ve lost and things that we dream of, too
I’ll take your hand and remember them
Always, by your side

Because I want to remember even the sad things
On your map
Please leave a page for me

The wind that blows from the future
You believed in it back then
Tomorrow, soar higher up…

Time goes by
Even if time passes,
I’m sure that unchanging things exist
Because I can’t reach them, because I want to find them
I’ll go search for the wings of dreams
Please be by my side, forever…

La la la…
I’ll be by your side, forever…

):

I wonder why I felt like blogging all of a sudden. Blogging -

After so long... The first time that i actually talked to her, She was so down... Just by chatting with her, I can feel the pain within her. I would rather be the one suffering. It hurts me more just to watch.

Out of nowhere
She asked Me when I will be going to Ns...
I answered her... Its not really important for you to know.
She said its important as I'm someone important to her
I laugh...
As... I was never important to anyone.

Dont tell me that I'm important, As I no longer feel it anymore.

There was once when I felt happy. Yea really happy... Finally felt what its like to be important, But that turn out all to be crap... I realised, that I was just being used... I was thrown away just like rubbish... I was never important.

Its ok... I'm really used to it. The sad things are there to make us stronger eh? How much more sad things must I overcome to be really strong... I wonder.

I'm always hiding my words... my thoughts and my feelings inside myself, I'm at a loss to what I can really say... Do I have the right to say anything in the first place? I can only watch.

If a human can get rid of all his feelings, memories and thoughts... That would be the perfect thing for me to do seriously. I want to get rid of those badly.

Breaking free... Soon, the day when I really break free will soon arrive. Looking forward to it.
The day when I finally break free... even from my family.

Really like Tsubasa anime,manga and sound track. Its like wow... Its rare to find a story that makes your heart cry. First understand it... and you will enjoy every part of it.

Learn to love before you asked for love. If can... I want to protect the one I love, with all the strength I got... Dont hurt her -