Felt like spamming bad words now... how?

Nothing is ever right for me. EVEN when playing games. GREAT

I would be lying if I told you I've forgotten.
Yea. Im lying... So what?

Look... Whats the point of telling me that now?
The past dont affect me you know?

I'm boiling... How much can i tolerate? How much can i hold?
I need to find out myself.

You just pissed me off.
So be it. I dont care.

Sometimes... I wished, I'm not even here.
Yea... I can do that sometimes i think.

Why is it so hard to remember the happy things and so easy to remember the unhappy things?
That cause my brain chose to. What can I DO?

I need to get them off my mind.
Seriously need to.

Gone, From the surface of earth.