whee ~ Changed my pangya IGN... kinda miss my old one ): lols, ppl hav been pming me with stuff like "whats your previous ign?" "who are you?" "are you P1G?" ... hmmz maybe I've changed my IGN too much le bahs... too much till they don't know. I'm currently `[._.]`Zai-Jutsu, Ohana rox ! (:

Guild battle rox... had fun wif the battles (: challenging. This is freaky ._. 4 times vs 19th hole 4 times my opponent is kaka. plain weird... lols ._. game system like to pair us both =P went to MeoW tour today ... >< dun noe how I came in first... cheated using my main account while the others using rookies. haiz =/

Feelings ._. Heart =/ ... I guess... the cut will always remain deep in my heart, no matter how hard I tried... I'm not able to do it, I'm weak... why am I weak? because... your not around with me anymore... I lost... not to anyone, but to myself... oh sheesh, parry your one big loser ! nahz... its ok... (: I'm forever a loser. =/

My eyes hurt ._. is it due to gaming too much or? ... haiz I had no idea, chatted with angel mei a few days back, she can sense that I'm not alright =/ Thanks for being on my side.... thanks for being there for me when I needed someone ): stay happy always kays (:

I remembered the first time I told you I like you, april fool day... which you took it as a joke. I remembered... the first time I sent you back home... (: it took me 2 days before I finally gathered enough courage to do that. I remembered the first gift i gave you... A drawing which I drew... I remembered the first time you cried infront of me... I vowed to love only you. I remembered the day I told you that I'll give you up... and gave you a 4 leaf clover necklace for luck in everything you do, I remembered the last xmas present I gave you... Stars folded just for you and you alone. My love for you never changed... but, you don't belongs to me anymore... I'm left alone, here... in this world with only myself to blame.

Blur vision... why water kept coming out from my eyes? ... water fell from my eyes as my heart kept bleeding... I hate myself ):

I'm sorry... I've hurt you, I promised... there won't be a next time... Gomenasai ):

As... everything is too late now... =/