ARGH... I'm getting real sick of life, boring boring boring... everythings is boring for me. I got sick of pangya, got sick of my guild got sick of everythings that around me. DAM !
Freaking hell... today log in pangya only play 1 18h vs wif vin. 18h ss 40 sec, won wif a score of -24 to -22 (: normally i would hav spam 18h vs from afternoon till night... recently juz dun hav the mood to do so. =.= MY exp intake is so dam SLOW now... AHHH how the hell am i suppose to catch up wif sebas and be the next semi pro B. gay =.=
I've no reason to feel jealous... Your not meant to be mine right from the start, why am I still holding on to you? I can't let you go ): only me myself knows how much I'm missing you... Life sucks without you... argh. If only i hav the courage to tell you how i feel... maybe things would hav been different, maybe... he wont be the one thats beside you right now...
Your not her... I can't be so selfish as to... take you for her? I dun noe, sometimes you juz remind me of her. I don't know what your thinking at times... what your doing really confuse me. I'm trying hard to forget her >< but... I don't know if its worth it or not. whatever... I may juz be a nobody to you anyway. =/ maybe... your not what I expect you to be.
Its easy to fall in love but its hard to forget... ):
I will always be right here waiting for you... as always (:
