WOOT I finally had tons of time to update this blog of mine. =]

It was GREAT ! I had no idea how I completed my 24km route march and even had the energy to do my passing out parade. Every 4km was a tiring but fun one, all of us were lacking in sleep because of the rehearsal, area cleaning and many other sai kang. [etc, derusting of bayonet, putting newspaper/plastic cover for the bunk and all those stupid headsout !] Heh, all of Hawk Company made it anyway !

Meh... 5 hours of sleep before the day of our route march, our sergeants promised us sleep but... The sergeants from other platoon kept asking us to do sai kang for them. WTH? We need sleeeeeppp... Its unfair, Gah whatever.

My POP parade. Parents came to put on my cap for me, took pictures with our sergeants and platoon mates. Will miss some of the people and stuff during this 3 months of life in tekong.

Last but not least... HAWK ROCKS !

Thanks ar... For sending me the letter of enlistment so fast. Nuuu~ My last 3 months.

Need to redye my hair for the check up + funeral photo LOL [kidding photo taking anyway], and needs to be super short... oh no that kinda sucks, need to waste extra $$$ to redye and cut my hair when they are gonna shave my hair botak during july. shiit... nightmare ~

To hold on to what I have and to let go of what I do not have... is important to me. From now on... I will most likely make good use of the time that is left for me. To enjoy my life as much as I can. [: +++ To train very hard for BMT cause its gonna be hell for me. ahh

I doubt anyone will actually care... hais not even my family members when they are all rushing me to get enlist. WTHHH want me to go so badly. =/ sad... Theres no place I would call home... hais, Whatever.

Other than that... Not much things that I can post, Pangya flop like hell but its ok, No biggie :D Its not like games is everything to me right? ^^ ~

Touch pro B... Slacking for the past 3 days, should I really be happy? 32 left over muffin... By right it should have been used up b4 the x2 event end.

And I actually fell asleep waiting for players. =/

Really hard to get decent players.

c0ckr0ach and their ranking -

c0ckr0ach are quitters in PangyaSEA and they are often very dangerous, They can destroy your exp intake and causes you to have an enlarge heart [when you get really pissed off] ... Or the most common cases, spoil your mood for the day.

With the introduction done lets split them into their ranks.

Baby Roach - Compared to the soldier roach, This kind is not as common, rookies with lousy game combo qualify them for this rank. Its hard to spot them if your Not careful enough.

Soldier Roach - The most common kind, beginner+ ranks with a quit rate of 3.1% to 9.9% not as dangerous as it can be spotted easily.

Wings Roach - The most dangerous kind, beginner+ ranks with wings in their gender icon. Meaning non-quitters roach which quits halfway in your game. VERY hard to spot and its very deadly. They often reveal their true form when they are having a bad game or losing badly.

Queen Roach - The mother of all roaches, players with 10% + quit rate are classify as Queen. They are however not as deadly as the wing-ed ones and are very easy to spot as they are un-usually BIG. Their main job is just to give spawn to the others roaches. Its rare BTW.

King Roach - Dam this roach is worst than the queen. Roaches that got killed by the c0ckr0ach hunters came back to life and take the form of the king roach. They are very annoying and often gives of "buzzing" sound [like spamming bad words and stuff] which is very easy to counter. They often invade the c0ckr0ach hunter base and simply just wont DIE.

c0ckr0ach hunter - Their job obviously was to kill off roaches, special ability... Nothing much, Just those special KICK, however when dealing with the king roach... they may be able to do their combo KICKS on them.

D.i.Y[JeanJojo] <<< Queen Wings Roach [Special rank]

Freaking dangerous as I have to post something about her, The newly Evolved KIND... I almost got killed off by this roach. Thanks to my partner Icy, I'm able to get rid of her. LOL

Non- quitters with angel wings. Able to DC without getting quit rate when in danger, Has the ability to kill c0ckr0ach hunters. Rank of PRO and above.

PangyaSea is filled with c0ckr0ach ! Be on your guard at all times.

jaa ~

Finally x2 Exp and Pangs Event over le...

Slacking till 28th...

Cant reach pro A... Quite sad.

Staying at ugly colour for 3 Years...

... Finally Finally... ... ... ... ... =/

Thanks guys for the Soccer match yesterday... Nice to see your again after so long. Soccer rocks ! ~

Getting really weak... Cant run as much as I used to when I'm young LOL. Must be the results of slacking and crappy life style. When was the last time did I actually do some sports. dotsss... Ages ago ~

Anyway, it was real fun ! Thanks !! If we can all go back to the past ~ The happy memories shall stay.

Will lead a healthy life style starting from 15th april. ~ Thats a promise to myself.

A promise is a promise eh? Used to tell this to her every now and then... When I say something, I make sure I do that. I wont let anyone or myself down... I wont go back on my words... Thats me... ~

Whats wrong with you... Again and again, I'm so close to giving up... I ran out of ways to help you, Infact... I cant even help myself, cant even save myself. hahas... How can I help you? Teach me... I'll do anything. Serious.

My tears are for you and you alone... I'll be right here with you... For as long as I can.

Will not be playing my main account in pangya anymore. 1 more exp to Pro E, wont be lvling I guess... I also made a rookie ~ lol... For fun. Just find it bored without stuff to do and look forward to. I doubt I have the time to play anyway ~~

Still the same ! Why still the same ??? Time and again time and again... Used to it anyway. Its always me... My fault. I guess its about time, to also give up trying.

I believe in fate... Its fate that brought all of us together, I had happy and unhappy time with you guys... but I guess, Its over. Thanks for everything that you guys did for me...

You guys are better off without me... I did what I thought was the best for everyone. Sorry... Good things always comes to an end. Its the memories that I cherish most.

The first time that we met... Was the best ! Including... Yup only I know who he is.

Downloaded gunbound with chingay... Dots nothing better to do. Mammoth Tag ! lol...

6 More days... Its just 6 more days... I can wait. I know I can.

Movies, Food, Games... waiting for it. ~

Thinking of making this blog private... What do you guys think? Is it better to hide my blog away from ppl? ._. Sometimes I just need a place to type, think, remember and to get rid of things that are on my mind. Dont want anybody to get stress, brood, comment or ask about my life...

If you guys feel stress or uneasy when your reading my post... Leave a msg for me in msn or my tagbox to tell me, So I can make this into a private blog. Thanks once again !

I would just smile and laugh at everything...

That wont hurt anyone would it?

The me everyone wants to see... Will appear right before you guys. Yup

Last day for jer... All the best, Its just 2 months... A bunch of others are waiting for you.

Will be joining you soon.

It turned out all to be a mistake...

My fault for going anyway...

Do me a favour by not mentioning the word gathering in future... Because, I wont be a part of it...
There wont be a next time I'm sure...


I'm walking in the rain again... Alone.

It really sucks to have 'friends' ... be it on9 or r/l

Or... Can they even be considered to be my friends.

Well... I'm a lousy friend too. hahas

They are just my playmate bah I guess...


Most of the time... I just want to be alone...

Alone thats what I wished for... Whats the price for it? =/